Hell

I feel like I'm in hell now. 

Slept at 5am last night, cried too much I supposed.

Back in KL,

FRS lecture was hell. (WTH are you teaching? swt)

IIP tutorial - ok. 

Done with Mr Tee's work. 

And he offered Shanny, Research Assistant position with RM 200 monthly till July. 

And he asked Shanny merged with me, and so I'm taking my sector.

For sake of resume, for sake of experience, for sake of RM 100. -.- 

He has just flooded my inbox with 5 e-mails. 

OH GOODNESS GRACIOUS!

And, tomorrow I have a test! 

It would be an easy one, if Mr Low, still around. ;'(

First time, having objectives and T/F test. 

Majority theory, and have some workings to be done. 

No comment. 

My head hurts badly. ;(

If you feel that I don't worth your time, I guess, you don't worth my time either.

I think it has been long even since I was put into that situation. In a situation, I don't even know what's THE ANSWER!

An angel brought me here

Today I'm glad I received a call from a dear friend. I didn't expected that she would call and that could change my entire plan. I was really depressed with what I got myself into. Being disappointed over and over again until I decided to just call it off! I broke down and her call came. Just like as if God, sending an angel over to accompany and comfort me. And then, I got back into my conscious mine.  She was right. But then, the faith I built over all these years seems like I have to start over again. One last chance perhaps until I really manage to get over you. 

I thought things got better and I thought it will. But it seems like it's not. Anyway, just stop giving me pressure! I came to the point of giving up and yet I'm afraid. So afraid that I might make a huge mistake. BUT things really don't seems right after all! What's the point of keep dragging on? ;( I think I should it, but I reluctant.

A brand new semester

It's only the beginning of semester but I'm tired already. ;(
TVB dramas, Youtube, Tetris, etc. could temporary wash the pain away.
But, when I go to sleep, I get upset again.

# Was looking for attention but you make it worst. Time to boost up my "male" characteristics - which is don't bother and GO TO SLEEP!

Time flies and I'm looking forward for the stress and yet exciting new semester......... =P

When men fall in love..

I was shocked to know that he moved out and guess what, just another street behind the girl's house. It was in a horizontal line and further end of my house. From so near to university becomes extra 5 minutes distance. Then, I thought, that girl is lucky man. ;)

# My seniors; one graduated and another one SOON. =)

Lots of new lovebirds. Some lovebirds I see, only have the *electricity* only lasted for a few months. SAD> :( But some, was very lucky. The guy follows them to class, fetch them all over, and ALL the time just for themselves. Then, we just watch them in envy and in "kepo-ness". *tsk tsk*

Sometimes I wish I could fall in love, in excess, which love is all I care about, but I don't think I can. I'm afraid of "extra" pain when it comes to disappointment. ;( But anyway, my bf not that "lam" also. LOL. That's too bad but it's OK. ;)

# Sitting and 'kepo-ing' seems fun too.

I love you

I love this photo we took today baby. =)
I love you.

Along the process of growing up, I learnt that love only fails when both stop trying.